Sean 'Diddy' Combs Reflects on Transformation Ahead of Sentencing

Fri Oct 10 2025 20:54:48 GMT+0300 (Eastern European Summer Time)

On the eve of his sentencing, Sean 'Diddy' Combs expresses remorse for his past actions and seeks leniency from the court, emphasizing his newfound clarity and commitment to change.

Sean 'Diddy' Combs addresses Judge Arun Subramanian, stating he is a changed man after a year in jail. Combs reflects on his struggles with drugs and alcohol, openly apologizing for past abuse towards his girlfriend and highlighting the emotional toll of his actions. With sentencing imminent, he seeks compassion for himself and his family, urging the judge to consider his transformation and the hardships faced during incarceration.

NEW YORK (AP) — Just before his sentencing, Sean 'Diddy' Combs expressed to a federal judge that he has undergone a profound transformation following a year in jail. Combs stated that he once felt 'broken to my core' and at times questioned if he would be better off dead.

In a heartfelt letter to Judge Arun Subramanian, Combs, aged 55, reflected on his year of sobriety from drugs and alcohol after his September 2024 arrest, which resulted in his conviction on two counts related to prostitution. His sentencing is set to begin Friday morning.

The old me died in jail and a new version of me was reborn. Prison will change you or kill you — I choose to live, Combs wrote.

Although a jury acquitted him of sex trafficking and racketeering conspiracy charges, he faces a potential maximum sentence of 20 years for the prostitution counts. While Combs's attorneys argue that he has served enough time and should be released, prosecutors are requesting a sentence of at least 11 years.

Combs candidly described the last two years as the toughest of his life and took full accountability for his actions. He expressed remorse, saying, I am so sorry for the hurt that I caused, but I understand that the mere words ‘I’m sorry’ will never be good enough.

Apologies for Past Behavior

In his letter, Combs also apologized for assaulting his former girlfriend, Casandra 'Cassie' Ventura, in 2016, describing how the images of that incident haunt him. He acknowledged the pain he caused another woman who testified against him, expressing deep regret for his actions.

Combs detailed that during his time in jail, he has focused on personal growth through reading, teaching a course to fellow inmates titled “Free Game with Diddy,” and participating in therapy. He emphasized that he is sober for the first time in 25 years and is committed to avoiding past mistakes.

Appeal for Compassion

In his appeal for leniency, Combs highlighted his role as a primary caregiver for his aging mother and the absence he felt from significant events in his children's lives. He described his imprisonment conditions and the emotional fear of being separated from his family.

Ultimately, Combs asked the judge to view him as an example of rehabilitation rather than punishment, pledging to make the most of a second chance if granted.